Thursday, September 13, 2007
♥ 7:38 AM
Gimme a time machine. Its so annoying. this time of the year. but this year its more than usual. my daily routine is busy enough. double the tuition, actually studying a little, and parents talking to you everyday. thats just damn headache. seriously it hurts like crazy now. i really wanna tell the world to shut up. i wanna be alone with things and people that make me happy. whatever. i wanna go into the future where i'll be free. I wanna fly the clear blue skies. Clouds are nice. I wanna be a cloud. why are adults so...glued to the ground? and why can't they understand? people aren't the same as they were before. i have a life and please think in my shoes. i know your concern but you don't have to worry. thanks for worrying. sorry for making you worry. i don't know what to say. i'm just crapping it all out. seriously, if this world wasn't so competitive and everything, people would be much happier. I got nothing to say. i was so out of words cos my brain's totally dead from this killer pain i've just got nothing to say. my head was screaming SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. becase i couldn't take it anymore. just, no more. please. no more questions. everything was just so whatever and yeah. Its been a year since i've seen those tears. I don't wanna see them again. cos it takes a lot to. a LOT. this is almost a lot. thanks mum, thanks dad. you're both great. really. Thanks for the concern. thanks for the help. but think bout my feelings too okay? its not so easy to throw away precious memories.
chris' head just died
